When I was a teenager I would occasionally wonder if my desire to play music professionally would ever come to fruition. Growing up in Denver, CO meant watching The Denver Symphony dissolve in 1989. In May, 1990 the Denver Symphony Association merged with the newly formed Colorado Symphony Association, a new and initially smaller orchestra employing many of the Denver Symphony musicians.
The new orchestra continually endured cuts and budget adjustments. Watching it was unsettling, and as teenager, it was always fresh on my mind as conversations with fellow teen musicians would ultimately end with negative feelings and views for our futures in the arts.
I specifically remember returning from a six week music festival in British Columbia and talking about my fears with my parents. While neither of my parents were musicians, they offered incredibly sage wisdom to juxtapose against my increasingly negative outlook.